once upon a so not long time ago...

after being in relationship for almost 6 years, and nearly 2 years of married life i present you...

si cinonet ku pada hari ini yang telah bertukar daripada ini....

.....kepada ini......

...ini...

...Dan INI!

wah! seperti transformasi the ugly duckling nampaknye siap dgn gaun kembang lagi hahaha statement yg keji =P

to think of it, setahun yang lepas pada saat ini saya sedang menahan kesakitan u-know-whatselepas freshly delivered a baby girl yang sangat degil untuk keluar..muka berbelang sebab kene forsep...tu la sape suruh tak nak keluar kan dah kene tarik...elok je dia parking kepala kat tepi pintu dok diam diam....maybe masih mengharapkan mamanya meneruskan rancangan awal mari kita pergi makan thai food kat basil, bangsar village selepas check-up doktor hari ini yang TERPAKSA dibatalkan sebab doktor ku detect mild contraction (which I dont even notice)...cis cis..kalau tau esok malamnya baru beranak boleh je lari kejap pegi makan then dtg balik sebab lepas kene tahan tu saya kena puasa dush dush..

ok then enuff membebel. (sampai hari ni masih belum qada' hutang makan thai basil lagi slurrp slurrp sedapnya... (T_T) )

watching her vast grow really knocked me up on how fast time goes by..pejam celik pejam celik dah setahun which agak kecewa for me personally kerana sasaran utk slim seperti zaman kegemilanganku masih belum tercapai..haha...but that will be washed away the very moment i saw her innocent face (spt berkata jgn salahkan i mama u yg mkn tanpa henti okkk)

kasih mya. that was the finalised name we chose one fine evening while watching tv (sgt rindu momen itu)...it was him who picked 'kasih' as the main name, 'bunyi nama yg lembut' his said. and also it was him who sangat mengharapkan baby girl dan saya pun terpengaruh nak baby girl jugak =P

to be honest, i was not that prepared to be mummy immediately after getting married..well ya la kan not THAT early, gila kau bulan lepas aku kawen sekarang aku sudah preggie...anyone who's married will understand what i meant by that. hari kedua selepas tinggal bersama away from family sangat memerlukan adjustment dan tuning yang tepat utk mengelakkan konflik. haha..ingat lagi masa mula2 nk hidangkan lauk pun kekok giler auww =P

she my sunshine, she my life..

the person who will make my day and also the same person who can make my day disastrous..but deep inside i now truly understand how my mother felt, or should i say how our mothers felt towards us...as for me, watching her calm face while she was sleeping was the best remedy after looonggg working hours..

sometimes i wish that she will never grow up and stay this cute forever...

just thinking about her ups and downs in her later life -first day at school, taking exams, kene denda dgn cikgu, have a crush on someone,

or someone have a crush on her, masuk univ, taking driving licence, getting married..tu pun dah cukup membuatkan saya terasa sebak dan syahdu syahdan...and there were times where i felt like im a bad mommy when she fell sick, or bila termarah dan terhilang sabar thanks to my pms-ing..

kasih mya mama, i wish all the best for u sayang...be a nice girl, membesar dgn happy dan sihat, mesti suka masak n buat kek n cookies mcm mama, mesti suka dancing2 macam mama juga, mesti pandai matematik mcm papa (yg ini TOLONG jgn ikut mama ye),

stadi rajin2, mesti berani dan pandai jaga diri macam mama juga (ehem ehem) dan mama doakan mya jumpa seorang lelaki yang baik dan loving sebaik papa mya utk untuk take over tanggungjawab menjaga mya dari mama dan papa nanti...

we worked hard to give u only the best we could sayang, and im sure there were bright future lies ahead waiting for you.mummy also want u to know that i will always there for you no matter happens..and give my full support in everything that u do..

Happy 1st Birthday our dear Kasih Mya, we really truly loves u so much! (^_^)